courage to love.
its been difficult. My mind hurts. I dislike all the pretenses that i’m fine when in fact i’m not. I feel frightened. I feel put down. I feel worthless.
Time and time again, i tell myself to be true to myself and not make a decision in which i’ll regret. This time i’m really afraid to try again or even afraid to give it all up. I feel like restoring all of these yet i dont know how, dont have the words to say. I’m sorry and i just hope you’ll forgive me.
